First off Chris welcome back. In the darkness a light will always be shining bright some where it’s just the one person to find it and embrace the journey all though it may be fight in one way or another. It is a fight for life, a fight to live, and a fight to do what we do. I know the journey you are on and it can be dark at times. But remember one thing friends are here and always have a Shoulder to lean on and a hand to help us up and ears to listen, and a heart to love. Your love for our passions is Undeniable and endless. Without this forum the falconry world wouldn’t be where we are today!! It makes a difference to being able to go somewhere and strike up a conversation with a total stranger and by the end of the post you now have a friend. I have met several people from Nafex and have/had great friends. Some have left us and some are still around. But we are all here for each other to enjoy each other’s journey and the ups and downs of our lives! Again THANK YOU for bringing the world of falconry to a forum and not FB or IG. ENJOY YOUR JOURNEY CHRIS! Glad to see/hear you are doing better!!